Many times I wonder,
Many times I ponder,
I am concerned,
I can’t explain,
I don’t understand.
I don’t understand why….
Why I seem to be different?
why I seem to be extreme?
I feel like I can’t let go of His hands, I can’t run away from Him. I am not stuck but I Just can’t resist His love for Me.
It’s so intense, it’s so strong that I feel overwhelmed, overwhelmed by His Grace, overwhelmed by His Mercy, overwhelmed by His Joy.
I sense His Presence, and I ask…
ME:- But God, I am a Christian, I love you but can I just be a young person who lives?
GOD:- Who Lives you mean?
ME:- I want to Live my life, I just want to live my life. My Friends are Christians too!!! but they have fun. They go out to clubs with their partners, they drink and do all sort of ungodly things, they are not restricted and you still bless them.
GOD:- they go out and do all sorts doesn’t mean they are blessed….. Because they go to church doesn’t mean they know me, because they do it doesn’t mean it’s supposed to be ……
ME:- I am sorry Lord, I am sorry for being carnally minded and ungrateful…. It’s just that everyone thinks I am crazy about this Jesus. They say I am taking it to far but I can’t help it……
GOD:- Fear not, for I am with you; Be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen you; I will help you; I will uphold you with my right hand of righteousness……
ME :- Thank you Lord for the Strength to carry on.
This is the story of many young persons, they are ashamed of the gospel because it “seems” not to be the in-thing.
Receive strength to be focused, God is for you.
Christ took you seriously when He died on the cross for you.